Sunday, December 28, 2008

Holiday R & R




We had a few days off and decided to explore the countryside around Okahandja. Several people told us that there are hiking trails and a local camp area where people fish and water ski. Finally we had a chance to scout around the day after Christmas. So we packed up Bella, some snacks, water, and camera and headed out of the city limits. The pictures tell the rest of the story. The Dam is a beautiful, peaceful location overlooking the city. We took a nap under a tree, watched amused as Bella explored new smells (like crabfish), read a little, snacked a little and came home refreshed. When you come to visit - we'll take you there.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Youth Camp

You all have seen the pictures that Catherine posted about the youth camp. In the second picture there are four boys. These are the four boys that were in my small group. I have to say that this camp strengthened my relationship with God.

These four guys were hungry and had many questions about God and the Bible. I was challenged to find answers to their questions and spent a lot of time in my Bible finding the answers they needed. Each one asked good questions and were happy to have someone who took the time to give them honest answers.

The camp leader taught on Romans chapters seven and eight. During each session the kids were taking notes and paying close attention. During our small group discussions we asked and answered questions about what was taught during each session. I was impressed with the questions and the discussions we had.

God worked in many of the kids lives that attended the camp. In reading their comment cards at the end of the camp we saw how many of them had a deeper understanding of the Bible and of God. Several said the camp helped get their lives back on track with God.

I have taken one of the boys, Simon, under my wing and have begun working with him. He works in our yard each week and I am teaching him how to use power tools. We are building some bookcases for our house and he is excited because he is learning how to work with wood. He is a quick learner and I am excited to be able to work with him. Simon has asked me to teach him how to drive. I have flashbacks to teaching a couple of our kids how to drive and am a little apprehensive. We will see if I will actually teach him to drive.

I am thankful that God allowed me to speak into the lives of the four boys at the camp. I pray that what they were taught and what we talked about will help them grow closer to God. Pray that I will have more opportunities to work with these boys in the future.

Merry Christmas


How do we even begin to describe how happy we are. The truck you see pictured above is a Christmas present from some wonderful friends. We received an email from our friends in response to an email Catherine had sent out about us needing our own vehicle and asking for prayer.
The email said that they had been blessed and that they wanted to buy us a vehicle for Christmas. It was a good thing we were sitting down when we read that email. In fact we read it a couple more times to make sure we were actually reading what we thought we read.
It took a while to find a good vehicle and we were finally able to pick up our truck on December 12th. It is a 2003 Isuzu double cab. I know there are some of you in shock that I did not get a Toyota but in Namibia Toyota's are very expensive and the Isuzu is very good.
We are in awe at how God has provided for us over this past year. He has taken very good care of us and we are humbled to be able to serve Him here in Africa. Looking back we see how God has used us to reach so many people and as much as we give out we are never able to out give God.
We are also thankful for all of our family and friends who are helping us by praying for us. The prayers are the most valuable gift you can give us. We also are thankful for the emails and Skype conversations we have with some of you. Hearing from you is the second greatest gift you give us. Being so far from home it is nice to hear from you all so please keep in touch. Lastly we are extremely thankful for the financial support that we have received. The money we have been entrusted with has reached and touched so many lives. We have tried to share some of the stories here on our blog.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Take the open door







The first morning at camp, we woke up to neighbors. A small white car and 2-man tent was just a few feet away from ours. While in the restroom, I met the young woman and later was introduced to her boyfriend. Sarah and Gram are from South Carolina, but are taking a few months off to tour around Africa. They had just come from Etosha (Game park). He’s a South African so he’s guiding the tour and commented that they are enjoying Namibia.

It didn’t take long for them to ask me why we were there. Come on, you see a white lady and all these black kids camping out – you can imagine their curiosity. So naturally I took the open door and shared about our mission here, including a brief message of the “Choose to Wait” program. I boldly stated that God has a design for His children to have healthy bodies and healthy marriages, but our selfish nature has taken over and wreaked havoc causing disease and death, pain and suffering. “God’s design is that sex is for marriage and marriage is for love, but these kids don’t know what love is. They mistake sex for love and that has caused a great deal of damage.” I spoke without compromise. (Even though I knew that they are camping out together and obviously sleeping together.)

Much to my surprise, they continued to ask me questions and stretched out the conversation for nearly an hour. Just as it was getting dark, Tony walked up and I introduced them to him. We chatted a few more minutes and then, Gram stated, “Well, we were going to just dump the tent and camping stuff tomorrow on our way to the Airport, but maybe you could use it.” Of course we agreed. It was settled that they would leave the tent set up for us since they were leaving very early the next morning. Tony handed Sarah one of our cards and we said our goodbyes, inviting them to come to Okahandja and visit sometime.

The next morning, Tony pulled a few things out of the little tent including a soft cooler, a lantern, a sleeping bag, two beach towels and a kitchen knife. The rest of our camp staff looked puzzled as Tony loaded the items into our tent. “Did you steal that stuff from those people? What are you doing?” After we had a good laugh, we had a chance to remind them that you never know who you will meet and what God has in store – if you just obey and walk through the open door.

We pray for Sarah and Gram that they will seek to know the God of creation and make Him their Lord and Savior. It’s apparent to us that God was reaching out to them through us. I love this job!


Tony will write more about the camp..... soon..... but here are a few pics to get you started.

Friday, December 5, 2008

Youth Camp











We're putting on a small youth camp by invitation only since we are limited on space for transport and accomodations, but we're excited about it. You should always appreciate that small may be better in some ministry cases. We'll write more about how the camp went, but first I wanted to post a couple of pictures of our fundraiser for the camp. We sold used clothes and food that we prepared just outside of our Center. The guys fired up the BBQ and grilled lamb, sausage and beef and they sold like hot cakes. We made enough money to sponsor all the campers to go to a local acquarium during the camp. That will be a fun outing! The pic with me and Julia (her and her husband are local pastors and hosting the camp). The pic with me and blonde Rachel (her and her husband are from Belgium and here for training until they head to the DRC to head up the Christ's Hope ministry there.)

Let's be FAIR







My mother always says, "what you do for one, you must do for all." Anyone that has more than one child knows that you must remember this principle. We had the boys over to swim and of course we had to make time for the girls to come also. Only two earned the privilege of coming to swim. You can see that they enjoyed themselves and I had fun taking pictures.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Twists and Turns


They are splashing in the pool. It’s blazing hot here right now! Left to right – Bonnie, Jan, and Bernard. All three boys are from the Okahandja Children’s home run by Christ’s Hope. We call it the ARK of Okahandja. The ARK in Noah’s day rescued Mister & Misses Bear, Mister & Misses Elephant, and all the other Mister & Misses animals. The ARK here rescues children at risk. We have 13 children that have come to us for various reasons. Some are not well cared for because they have a single parent who is struggling to care for them, or they are from an extended family who is unable to care for them on a full-time basis, or they are orphans. Some have struggles in school, they have learning disorders, or emotional problems, so caring for them becomes somewhat of a challenge.

Right now the ARK is run by a single young German woman (Julia) who has social services experience and expertise. She is assisted by 3 women who help with housekeeping, and a few volunteers (mostly from Holland at the moment.) The volunteers usually stay one year, but some only 3 months or 6 months. As you can imagine this makes keeping a regular routine rather tough with people coming and going all the time. The ARK has recently changed management, exchanging a set of house parents for Julia and because of that and the fact that there is no “Father” image in the homes - the boys especially are reacting to the change with some behaviors that warrant special attention.

Guess who the Namibia Country Director called upon to help? You guessed it: Tony the hammer. (Oh, that was his nickname in Kenya last summer, sorry, some of you don’t know that one) Hammer – get it? The builder. Me? Well I support where I can. We’ve stepped into the role of “Principal” just about 2 weeks ago, and it’s not anything we planned for or were really prepared for really. But, God is helping us as we get to know and love these kids.

Today the three oldest boys came over to help me with a sanding project. I’m re-painting two wooden chairs and my arms were screaming at me to stop torturing them with the repetitious and tedious work. So, I used my project as an excuse to borrow the boys. Julia gladly agreed to part with them, and in about one hour the four of us had the sanding done. I thanked them with glasses of orange Fanta and a swim in the pool, which they loved ! You can see from the pictures that it was a very fun and playful afternoon. It’s probably chilly winter weather where you live right now, but here – it’s around 95 degrees and a dip in the pool is a perfect way to spend a Saturday afternoon.

Thanks for praying for these boys and others like them who need to know how much God loves them and how they can serve Him and live a life that puts a smile on the Father’s face. They need instruction on how to grow up to be a Godly father, since they’ve never had that role model in their own lives. Keep Tony in prayer too, he grew up without that Godly role model himself so he’s having to depend on his heavenly Father daily for instruction on how to do this. Uncle Tony is becoming more familiar to them and already I can see them relax and feel more secure around us. It seems quite clear that God has extra bonuses planned for our time here. Three of them played in our pool today.

Have a wonderful day filled with thanks-giving! We miss YOU!

Monday, November 24, 2008

What a Week


Last week was one of those weeks that after it is done and over you thank God because there is no way you could have made it on your own. Where do I start with how it was?


Okay let's start from the beginning and see how it goes. Monday was a good day and I felt that the rest of the week would be okay. Tuesday was not so bad; I had so many emails to respond to I felt like I was going to drown. I managed to get through them all and by the end of the day I felt good because I could see that I accomplished quite a bit.


Wednesday was when everything changed. Eric, coworker, asked me if I would be able to give the message at Manna church on Sunday because he could not find anyone else. I had already told him that if he could not find anyone else that I would gladly fill in for Sunday. I had really thought he would be able to find someone else. I completed my tasks for the morning and was heading home for lunch. I stopped by the store to buy a few things we needed at home. When I went out to the bakkie (truck) the key broke. It is the only key. God was watching over me though because when I looked up I saw Julius, coworker from Oshikuku, parked on the street. Julius ended up running me around for about three hours trying to get a new key. We eventually had success.


It had taken all afternoon to get a key so I could not do any more work that day. I went home exhausted and frazzled. I knew the enemy was trying to get to me. He almost did but God was always with me and I stayed calm and mangaged to begin working on my message for Sunday.


Thursday was crazy because I had to catch-up from Wednesday and I also had to fix some plumbing problems at the childrens ARK. We have had a lot of rain so there are leaks in the roof. Well we had to chip out the concrete wall to get to the pipes. The walls are solid concrete here so it takes much longer to find the leak let alone fix it. We managed to get to the pipes by the end of the day.


Friday we had to go back and continue working on the plumbing issue. We cut out all the old pipes and installed new pipes. We tested the water and there were no leaks but there was still water leaking somewhere because water was still leaking through to the first floor, which they call the ground floor. So we began chipping up the floor to get to the drain. Yes the floor is solid concrete also. We were able to get to the drain by the afternoon and fix the leaks there. We felt confindent that we got all the leaks.


Okay I have not worked on my message since Wednesday but I am so tired that we decide to just take the night off and watch a movie. Later that night Catherine was checking her emails and read an email from some friends who said that God had blessed them and that they wanted to help us buy a car. PRAISE THE LORD!!! What an answer to prayer!!! It was a good thing were both sitting down when she read it.


Saturday I went into Windhoek to look at vehicles. I took the bakkie and was excited to be looking for a vehicle for us. I met Berdian, coworker, and he took me around to at least 12 different used car dealerships. We finally found a good bakkie (truck). We went back to his house so I could drop him off and so I could head home. The new key I had made broke in the ignition.


This was about 11:00 am. It took until about 6:00pm to finally get the piece out of the ignition and to get a new key made. I finally got home about 8:00 pm.


Okay I am tired, exhausted, but I still have to finish my message for Sunday. As I reflected on the week I realized that the enemy had tried to take me out but God had been with me the whole week and had given me a piece that helped me endure everything that the enemy threw at me.


I was up till midnight but I got my message done and I did okay on Sunday. I had a few people come up to me afterwards and tell me how right on the message was for them. I told them I was only sharing what God placed on my heart. Needless to say I have preached twice now and led devotions several times. I even led a chapel service. God is streching me beyond anything I had ever imagined.


Okay I better wrap this up. But one final story. Today, Monday the 24th, I went to get some tools out of our garage to finish working on the plumbing problem. When I moved a box I saw something move on the floor. It was a scorpion!!! Okay that is the first time I ever saw one in the wild and he was mad. I killed him and attached is the picture. Oh the fun we have here. Talk to you all soon.


Monday, November 10, 2008

Someone is watching











2 Timothy 2:1 “You then, my son, be strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus. And the things you have heard me say in the presence of many witnesses entrust to reliable men who will also be qualified to teach others.”

Do you remember hearing the words of Jesus, “…go and make disciples?” That command was given to all of us, not just pastors and missionaries. The test of a true believer. Those who know HIM live to make HIM known. Where do we start? It's simple - wherever you are. We are here in Okahandja and every where we turn there are those who have a knowledge of Jesus Christ, but don’t really understand what it means to “follow” Him. That’s where discipleship steps into the picture. We begin with building relationships with those who are willing and desire to know what living the life of a Christ follower looks like in practice. Once we establish a relationship by getting to know each other, a trust begins to form, and we then have an avenue to gently instill biblical principles and demonstrate Godly character.

Yes, this takes patience, time and energy to even begin to fulfill the command. But, we don’t really have a choice. It’s our Christ-given assignment. Of course, this also requires that we, ourselves are living a God-honoring life. We are called to a high standard. Knowing that others are watching can discourage anyone from fulfilling the assignment of a Discipler. But, we must not let that or anything else deter us from the path.

This past weekend, we invited several of the older boys to come and swim at our house. These are all boys that I’ve had in my Choose to Wait seminar and they also attended our youth event, but Tony didn’t know them and they didn’t know him. Well, now the foundation has been laid for the beginnings of a discipleship group. They horse-played in the pool, kicked the soccer ball around, played Bocce ball, and we laughed and played all afternoon. Sensing that they didn’t want to leave, we invited them to stay for supper. They had never tasted Italian food before. Spaghetti and meatballs disappeared from the table as expressions of gratitude filled the room. Without me asking, several of the boys cleared the table and began washing the dishes. In no time the kitchen was clean. We asked if they wanted to watch a movie. Without hesitation smiles and nods confirmed what I already knew. They watched “Robin Hood Prince of Thieves” and emptied the bowl of M&M’s and peanuts I set out on the table.

As you look at the pictures, please remember to pray for these boys. They are all Christians, but desire to know more and they have the potential to encourage and disciple younger students. They only lack the knowledge and training. Pray for Tony as he leads these boys and for me as I do the same with a group of girls. It’s a a pleasure to work with these students. They are well-mannered and respectful to us, but they have a tough life and are challenged everyday with issues of morality and integrity. They are the future generation and God has His hand on their lives to bring healing to a lost and hurting Africa. Christ working through them is the hope that motivates our work here. (Ephesians 1:15-17)

Gabriel: During a small group session, Gabriel opened up and shared thoughts that I believe were stirring for some time in his heart. “Miss, you don’t know how hard it is for a boy to grow up here in Africa. He tries to study and do his work at school, but all day he knows that soon he will have to go back home. And what does he find there? His mother and father fighting, his father drunk and beating his mother. Who will give him food? He must go to bed hungry and alone and afraid.” Then, he turned to me and spoke these words that I will never forget. “Miss, I want to be the father that you teach us about in Choose to Wait; I want to be the husband that you teach us about.” Those words inspire me every day to keep teaching, keep encouraging and keep loving these young people. We prayed in our small group for all the young children in similar situations and for each other as we commit ourselves to following Christ’s teaching and His example of sacrificial love.

Group picture from left to right: Gabriel, Clinton, Mattheus, Simon, and Dieudonne (one of our CTW teachers. He’s a refugee from Burundi).

Monday, November 3, 2008

More Pictures of the North Outreach







More pictures...

Outreach to the North
















How far north? Someone asked. About seven hours north of Okahandja, Namibia. Now, try to capture this picture. We are now enjoying summer here. The temperature is hovering around 90 F. Nice, dry, heat, but closer to 98 in the north. You might feel a slight breeze - around 10 p.m. on a good day. Ugh! But we rented a vehicle with Air conditioning since there wasn't a Center vehicle that could make the trip safely. We packed up ourselves and our new puppy and arrived safe and sound.

The reason for the trip was for me (Catherine) to conduct a Choose to Wait teacher training in a town about 3 hours away from Oshikuku, called Omutele. Contact had been made with a pastor there and he was interested in knowing more about the program. So arrangements were made and preparations made for the Oshikuku Choose to Wait team to accompany me, while Tony stayed back at the Oshikuku center with Bella.

The training was to begin at 6 p.m. Friday evening, but when we arrived at 5 - no one seemed to know we were coming, except the pastor who was not to be found. After contacting the pastor by phone and making a few adjustments to our plans, we realized that what we had planned isn't going to fly. The community that we had entered was extremely poor and the church reflected that state. No one really knew who we were or what our program was about, only that we were christians and teaching a program about sexual abstinence. When we began to sing and dance, the young people showed up, then the children, then the older folks (out of curiosity, I'm sure). By then it was around 8 p.m. and the church was beginning to fill up.

So much for the training. The group was too varied in age and backgrounds, we needed to adjust, again. Quick! We turned the event into a mini youth conference. At one point two of our team took a group of children to the back of the church for a kids club activity. We ended up Saturday afternoon having been very well received and reaching about 80 people in that community, sharing the message of God's plan for the world through His Son, Jesus. The theme became - You have a Maker, and He has a plan for your life. The pastor walked us to our vehicle and made us all but promise that we would return to continue the teaching on Choose to Wait, stating over and over again that there are schools all around the region that need to have this teaching. We felt honored that God chose us to bring the Good News to these brothers and sisters in Christ.

They did not prepare a meal for us (we packed a lunch), they didn't provide tea or coffee, or even water for that matter - but they showed us love and open hearts. We came away full!

What a lesson that was. My plan was thwarted - but God's was so much better! Another lesson on humility to add to the list. Pictures of some of our team wearing Choose to Wait t-shirts, of some of the youth dancing, and me too. One of pastor Adam, Fillippe (one of our team) who was a translator, and Julius (the Ministry Coordinator in Oshikuku). There's a couple of me teaching, and several of the participants. You can see the various ages of those who attended.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Meet Bella







We try to mix funny, light-hearted stories with the intense, heavy ones so you will keep coming back to visit our blog. We'd like to introduce you to the latest member of our family. Since we don't have any kids in the house anymore, we were lonely. So, we got a puppy. She is a lab mix and is learning where she can and cannot pee. No! Not on my carpet!

She goes to work with Tony and curls up at his feet while he's on the computer. As soon as he stands up and walks - Bella is right there at his heels ready for adventure.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Life in Zimbabwe

Below is an email we received from the Director of Christ's Hope Zimbabwe. I must caution you that the stories are not for the faint of heart. This is what we are here for and what you have sent us here to help with. Names of people have been removed out of respect to those individuals.

If any of you are interested in helping Zimbabwe please go to www.christshopeusa.org/ and go to the donations page. in the notes section say that you are giving to Zimbabwe.

Dear Brethren,
I'm just sharing the following with you because these things are real and happening here. You will find an attached email I received from my brother-in-law who had visited some remote villages outside the city of Bulawayo, where I live.
I give you a couple of stories from D, a 30 year old mother of three boys, who lives in Nswazi, a village just outside Bulawayo.
D's sons are 13, 10 and 5. She had all the children before she gave her life to Christ and each one has a different father. The last two are orphans. D left the city of Bulawayo in 2007 because of the tough economic times in Zimbabwe. The two older boys are at school and she was having a difficult time with fees, school uniforms, food and other things for them, even though we had started helping. Rentals were an issue even though she was trying to sell vegetables. She is one of the better ones because she was asked by her sister-in-law to come to the rurals where she is now working on the family irrigation plant. So for her, at least vegetables are never in short supply, even though man cannot live by vegetables alone!
Life in the rurals is simple enough. However, with a salary of Z $ 5 trillion per month [ just over US $ 1, yes...ONE American dollar!], one can hardly do much. The basic staple food, maize meal, costs Z $ 10 trillion per 10kg bag. And this is the price at date of this report... 12 September, 2008. By the time you read this, it'll probably be twice the cost. That's how prices escalate here.
D reports that the shops in the Nswazi area have all closed down because there is nothing to sell. So even those villagers that have children or other relatives outside the country who send them money are not that much better off.
The nearest shops that are reasonably stocked are about 15 kilometers from the area. But that is hardly an issue because the villagers, most of whom are not employed, don't even have money to buy the maize meal. Some of them have never even handled ONE trillion Zimbabwe dollars, never mind the ten needed to buy the 10kg bag.
In the very few cases that some individuals have gathered enough money to buy mealie meal, they ask one villager to drive his donkey cart to the shops to buy the precious commodity. They cannot afford the bus [when it does come] fare at Z $ 3t per person.
One of the sad stories is about a family of about 13 [thirteen children and grandchildren] living with their grandmother. Hunger had set in so much that the family was eating fruit that had been ground and made into powder. The tree is not for human consumption really. Generally, cattle eat the fruit because of the salt in it. Unfortunately, the family had not sifted the powder properly and cooked it together with the bark and the stringy parts of the fruit. Three of the children died, many of the older ones had serious problems with their tummies.
A mother left two of her school-going children and went away to look for food for them. The same day, while the mother was away, the children started digging up some tubers as they had seen mom do so many times before. Unfortunately, the children had dug up the wrong tubers, inedible ones.
It was by the grace of God that the children did not die. At the time that Dorica related the story, the children had been hospitalised.
Many people in this village look ill, D says. And indeed a visitor would make that conclusion. But it is not illness, but hunger.
There were plenty rains last year. However, the rains were too excessive. There is enough water but the rains destroyed most crops. Very few areas in the country had good yields.
Most villagers lost what farm domestic animals they had...goats, sheep, cattle, etc. Some who had chickens also lost these to a terrible chicken disease that hit many areas of the country,again most likely because of too much rain.
These are just a few of the stories regards the terrible state in which our people find themselves. Some children go prowling at night, breaking into neighbours' kitchen huts in an effort to keep body and soul together. A generation of thieving children, whose only aim in life is to survive, are being turned loose in our society. They cannot go to school because they are too hungry to do so. Apart from that, the parents/guardians do not have enough money to pay school fees.
I just heard this morning that the two political heavyweights in Zimbabwe, President Mugabe's Zanu P.F. and Morgan Tswangirai's M.D.C., had an agreement yesterday and are signing some papers on Monday. I pray that this spells out the beginning of the restoration of an otherwise dying nation. I pray the children that society was now training to be professional thieves will now be able to go back to school. And I pray the Lord will open for us the doors to go into these communities and touch these young people with the Gospel. I pray that we will be able to teach Choose to Wait there and have youths committed to the ways of God in every area of their lives.
Pray for us and for them.

God bless you all.

Temba.

From Temba's Brother-in-law,

What I saw and heard really broke my heart. Since the barring of Donors in the rural ares there is no food relief reaching such remote areas and people are literally dying of hunger. A lady whose husband passed away had left 3 young toddlers at home and set out to look for food in the far neighbourhood, without a meal for 5 days. On return without any success she found her kids dead from hunger. She wrote a letter explaining her circumnstances and hung herself to the roof of the hut to commit suicide and was found dead by the villagers. Another woman similarly left kids hungry and went to hunt for food and on return she found the kids had skinned a puppy dog and boiled it and were in the middle of a meal eating .This is the situation that I want to bring to your organization to think and pray about. I gave M a couple of groceries from B and she was even scared that people will come at night and rob her or even bewitch her coz people are hungry.At Silobela the situation is the same. We had two bags of old clothing we were giving to my inlaws extended family only to find people almost fighting over the clothing.It was qiute a challenge for me and I think I should extend my giving more in the rural areas.This is just a bit of what happens there.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Being Human

I (Tony) am sitting here working on preparing a message to give to the congregation at New Manna church in Okahandja, Namibia. Some of you may be thinking, "I thought he went to do construction?" and you are asking the same question I asked myself.

God has revealed to me that my idea of construction is quite different from His definition. I often tell people if you want to make God laugh tell Him your plans. God is showing me that there is more important things than constructing buildings. He is showing me that building people is more important.

Since I have been here I have worked on only one physical building but since I have been here I have worked in more peoples lives than I can count. God has used me to: speak healing, speak words of encouragment, be a shoulder to cry on, teach, correct, just listen, manage, and more and I am awed that He is using me. I never believed that I was a people person but to hear the hearts of the people before and after ministering to them is revealing to me that God can do all things, even through me.

I am nervous and a little afraid to share in front of people but that is why God will get all the glory and it will be wonderful, because I am not able to do it but He is able to do it through me.

I am learning what trusting in the Lord really means. It was not so easy to do so at home because I had so much and thought that I really was in control. Now I see that I probably missed many opportunities to really serve God because I got in the way.

We are His children and if we get ourselves out of the way He can use us to make a difference in our families, friends, coworkers, neighbors, communities, and the world. Please pray with me that we will get out of the way and allow God, our Father, to mold us and use us for His glory.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Zambia visit







Zambia’s population is greater, the cost of living is higher and poverty is even more pronounced than in Namibia. Our hearts were broken as we traveled the roads from the border through Livingstone, Lusaka and arrived in Kitwe. Scores of villages peppered the countryside, homes made primarily of straw and some clay on the walls, rough wood fences and lean-tos displaying their handcrafted goods. At one stretch of road riddled with pot holes the size of Kansas, we had to slow down almost to a stop in some places just to maneuver the treacherous gravel pavement. The dusty roads were flanked by brittle brush, much of which was burning, smoldering, or charred.
At first we were puzzled by the people lining the sides of the road, but soon realized why they were standing in the hot sun waving to us. We watch as one by one, children, older women, mother’s with babies on their backs, older boys, scooped up a small bucket of sand and quickly threw it into a pothole as we approached. Their hands stretched toward us and eyes pleaded for payment. We passed out a few Kwacha bills, but there’s just no way we could contribute to all of them. There were too many. Maybe fifty or so throughout that 75 kilometer stretch of road. Imagine. That’s the work that they have found to scratch out a meager existence. Heartbreaking and yet astonishing to think that these dear ones are creative enough to do anything, everything they can to put food in their stomachs. I wonder what lengths I would go to if I were that desperate.

They gave us a custom tour of the Primary school building project, which is already being used even though it’s not completed yet. Serving several hundred children, attending classes in shifts, this school is located in the poorest section of the city and operates as a coop with the community. When we arrived, the children were playing on the dirt fields with a homemade soccer ball. Tony made bonus points with the boys by chasing them around the yard. They giggled and laughed as they watched others being chased, but they screamed with excitement when it was they’re turn. I wish I could have captured that on film!

On our way out of the country we couldn’t resist taking a side trip to a famous tourist site. Viewing the breathtaking Victoria Falls reminded us how huge our God is and how small we are. It’s a privilege to serve this powerful creator and to call Him Father. Just knowing that we are offering our hands, feet and resources to bring His love to His children in this beautiful country is truly humbling. Thank you for your prayers. The trip was successful and accomplished the objective intended. And now we have more friends to pray for. Looking forward to seeing some of you on our visit to the states this month!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Michelle's visit



Today we say goodbye to Michelle which is very sad for us, but we will remember the precious times we shared together while she was here. She told us to "put her to work," and we sure did. She shared a devotion for the Youth Games day we hosted, and taught the "Girls talk" we held at our house for two days, she joined us for prayer and devotions, went out on the Care and Compassion visits, join in on the Discipleship clubs and had many opportunities to encourage and speak into individual lives. The fist pic is Pamela (from Uganda), myself and Michelle. The second Glen and Esther (from Belgium, training to be country directors in DRC), Pamela and Michelle. Thank you for the visit, Michelle. We had a great time touching lives together.

Monday, August 11, 2008

LET THE GAMES BEGIN




We hosted a YOUTH GAME DAY. 32 young people and 7 staff gathered for a fun day at the MPMC (Multi-purpose center) in Okahandja, Saturday, August 9. These were students from the ARK (children’s home), and students from the local Choose to Wait club. They were allowed to bring one friend with them, and many of them did. We organized group games like dodge ball and dance freeze, as well as relay games like 3-legged race. The 3-leg race twist was that each team had to dribble a soccer ball while running.
Lunch and snack was served with cool drink, and as a special treat we dished up ice cream at the end of the day. They laughed and sang and danced together and we tried to capture the fun with these pictures to show you. Michelle Lenz, a youth speaker visiting from the USA, put the icing on the cake by sharing a moving devotional.
As partners you helped to sponsor this event and you should have been there to really appreciate the impact the day had on these teens. Maybe you can tell by the smiles on the faces. So thank you for helping us bring God’s love and just plain fun to these students!
We hope to host more of these types of events. This was just the beginning of a great youth outreach in this community. We will follow up this event with “Choose to Wait” classes and discipleship groups. Unlike in other parts of the world, these young people don’t have a youth group so these activities are embraced with all out enthusiasm. Please continue to pray for more youth workers and group leaders to join the fun.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

August 7th 2008

One by one we serve those whom God bring us. It’s not something you can plan really. It just happens. Out of the blue someone asks, “Can we share a cup of tea?” Translated, that means, “I would like to talk, can you spare a few minutes?” It doesn’t matter if we drink coffee or tea or something else. We simply boil some water, grab a couple of cups, and set the stage. The important thing is that we take time to sit down eye to eye. So we sit, sip our drink and listen. Silently we’re praying for wisdom and discernment so that we are not giving from our own thoughts, but biblical answers and encouragement that comes by His Spirit. Many times we’ve asked ourselves, “What would Jesus do? What would He say to this person?”

One is a Choose to Wait teacher who is overwhelmed with his stressful schedule, another a Country Director who is having personnel issues, and another - is a mother with three young children who is having difficulty putting food on the table.

Each day there’s someone else, and each time there is challenge and reward. Sharing scripture or a prayer with someone is never hard. It’s always an absolute pleasure. We see the burden lifted off of weary shoulders, and tear-stained faces light up with a smile of relief. That’s the reward. But, the more we have these precious moments, we realize how much we need to be in the Word every day and bathing ourselves in prayer so that we have something to give when we are asked, “Can we share a cup of tea, please?”

While the team from the Netherlands was here there were opportunities to talk to and encourage them also. Some were interested in fulltime missions and we were able to share with them and others were searching for where God was calling them. We we able to pray with them as a group and Tony even had times where he was able to pray with individual members of the team.

We thank God for the opportunities that he gives us and will continue to look for those times where God allows us to work along side Him.

August 3rd 2008


THANK YOU!!!!
That is all we can say for those who took the time and the money to help get the items we asked Tom and Alice to bring to us. In the attached picture you will see a picture of Alice and Catherine showing all the items that were brought.
I can say that the tools were a blessing and will greatly help in the many projects that I will have to do while I am here. I have been amazed at how much work here is done by hand or with inferior equipment. I understand that you have to make do with what you have and with the money you have. You have helped make it a little easier to do some of the tasks that need to be done.
I am sharing the Starbuck’s coffee with those who come to our house and it is a blessing to see their faces light up to have a cup of freshly ground coffee. I even have shared my peanuts with our guests. The peanuts and the sunflower seeds have been a special treat from home that I will make last as long as possible.
There is a pastor that is working here that is from the United States and when I gave him a bag of Starbuck’s coffee he was overjoyed. He and his wife have missed the coffee from the states and I was happy that we were able to share what you all have given.The teaching aids will be a huge blessing in the schools and as we continue to develop relationships with the teachers we will have gifts to give them. The teachers are so happy to know that someone cares and that people would take the time to send them supplies. We will try to get pictures of the teachers with the supplies that have been sent.

August 1st 2008

August 1
We’ve come to the end of a very busy week. The Care and Compassion Consultation went very well and resulted in compiling a document of recommendations for the International Board to review and approve. It was insightful for us to sit in on the meetings to hear from the various national care and compassion workers. We had representatives from Tanzania, Kenya, Uganda, Zimbabwe, Namibia, America, the UK and the DRC. Can you imagine the different perspectives, personal and professional perspectives? Each one displayed a true desire to serve people in need, specifically those infected with HIV/AIDS, and especially those who have no one else to speak for them.

Tony led the devotions on Tuesday, and I led worship all three days, which was a sweet spot for us. It’s humbling for us to lead this group of compassionate servants of the Lord, many of whom have been sacrificing and working for years in their various countries. We are still the new kids on the block, and yet feel so welcome and well received by everyone we’ve met. Our spiritual family has grown and become even more precious to us. I guess you might say that you have spiritual cousins all over the world. That sounds quite amazing doesn’t it?
The next three days we attended and participated in the International board meeting. I was part of a small worship team which led worship each of the three mornings, another bonus for me. Tony gave a devotional on Friday morning. Now, those of you who know him well know that he has never felt qualified to be a speaker, especially in the Church setting. But, we serve a God that uses willing vessels and qualifies us according to His standards. We are offering ourselves to serve however, wherever and whenever the Lord directs. It’s His work, these are His children, and we have the privilege of joining our Father as He builds His kingdom.

Sunday July 27th 2008

Watch Out For The COW!!!
On Sunday, July 27, 2008, Christ’s Hope officially opened the Ark in Oshikuku. There was a big dedication and there were around two hundred people in attendance to see the building officially opened. There were many people who spoke and said some wonderful things but there was one statement that really stood out to me. The National Director for Christ’s Hope Namibia said that he wanted to thank the children because it was in honor of them that the building was even built. It did not matter to me what everyone else said. That statement said it all and I believe that God smiled when He heard that. It reminded me of the verse where Jesus says that what we do for the least of these we do for Him.
After all the celebrating was completed several of us had to return to Okahandja that same day because we had to attend the Care and Compassion Consultation that was beginning at 8:00 AM the next morning. It is an eight hour drive during the day but at night you must drive much slower because there are animals that are often on the roads.
We left Oshikuku at around 5:30 PM and began our long journey home. At about midnight we were driving and a vehicle was coming from the other direction so we turned off our high beams. After the car passed us we turned on our high beams again. Just as we turned on our high beams we saw some dark figures on the road ahead of us. Apparently after the car passed going the other way a herd of cows began crossing the road. We hit the brakes and watched as we drew closer to the cows. It became apparent that we were not going to be able to stop in time. We ended up hitting one of the cows pretty hard and came to an abrupt stop.
Now you have to understand that the engine was in the back of the vehicle so there was nothing between us and the cows but the bumper and the windshield. I was in the passenger seat and had a very close view of the cows when we hit. The Lord had His angels working overtime because we had slowed down enough that we did not hurt the vehicle or the cow. We and the cow were pretty shook up but we were all OK.
Needless to say we drove even slower the rest of the way home. We saw many more animals on the road and because we were driving slowly we were able to avoid them all. We finally arrived home at 3:00 AM in the morning and had time to sleep for a few hours before we had to attend our first meetings. We thank God for his hand of protection that was on us. Had we been driving the normal speed limit we would have been seriously hurt and the cow would have probably been killed.
Thank you for your prayers. I am sure it is all the prayer coverage we have that also protected us.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Praise the Lord

Hallelujah!!!
Yesterday, July 19th was a wonderful day. As many of you may know my first major building project was to complete the Ark in Oshikuku. Catherine went with me the first time for three and a half weeks and we put a lot of time into finishing the project in preparation for the grand opening on July 27th. We went back to Okahandja for some much needed R&R and then I returned with a team from the Netherlands to finish the job. Please see previous blog entries for the entire story.
Yesterday after a long drawn out process and many obstacles we had the building wiring completed and at around 4:00 PM we turned on the building power for the first time. We were all so excited we started singing and praising God for His provision. I almost cried it was so wonderful to see the power on.
The Dutch team was here to witness the power being turned on and to take the first hot showers. Until you have not had a hot water or electricity for awhile you do not realize how wonderful it is.
We still have many things to complete before the grand opening in one week but now that we have power we are much closer. We thank you for your prayers and your support. Without you all this may have not happened on time.
When I get back to Okahandja I will post several pictures of the building before and after. I am so blessed to be a part of what God is doing here and look forward to what He has for us next.
Walking by Faith,Tony & Catherine

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Back in Oshikuku

As you can see from the post from my wife I am back in Oshikuku working with a wonderful team from the Netherlands. We are working feverishly to finish the project here and are fairly confident that we will complete the project on time. There is still much work to be done and we still do not have electricity.

We have decided to hire new electricians to complete the project. This we hope and pray will have the power up and running on Monday the 21st. The electricity has been the biggest issue we have had to deal with. Pray that we will finally have success.

I have been challenged in so many ways and yet also encouraged in so many ways during the first two months that we have been here. There are many comforts that I miss but I know that the absence of those comforts has helped me turn more to my Father and to trust Him even more than I ever have before.

We still feel that this is where God wants us to be. We are going to continue pushing forward because we know our reward will be in Heaven and that is worth every trial and tribulation that comes.

I have been encouraged by my new Dutch friends and I have been blessed to be able to encourage them also. Working with so many wonderful brothers and sisters from all over the world is a bonus that I had not expected. I am seeing that we are facing the same challenges and the enemy is after each and every one of us, BUT we all have the same God and Father and He will lead us on to victory.

I am also encouraged by the emails and Skype calls/chats that we have had with many of you. Please keep in touch because we are greatly blessed when we hear from you.

Until our next blog may God bless YOU ALL!!!!

It’s OK. You can cry.

Maybe you never cry. OR, maybe you’re like me and have had days when you feel like you’re on the verge of tears and if just one more thing goes south, you’ll let the waterworks loose. I’ve had a couple of days like that since we’ve been here in Namibia. Oh, I know missionaries are supposed to stay upbeat and positive, but I need to be real with you. So this story is the other side of the coin.

We spent our time in Oshikuku working very hard on the (physical) building and on building relationships with the workers there. The living conditions stretched us, the work itself stretched us and we came home exhausted, but rejoicing that much was accomplished on every front.

Tony returned to Oshikuku a few days ago with a volunteer team from Holland to complete the work on the physical building. When he called me the other day to report on the progress, his words set me on edge. “I’m afraid to tell you everything. I think you’ll cry.” So, how do you think I replied? “Ok, since you think I’ll cry, then don’t tell me.” NO! Of course I was really curious after that lead in. “What? Tell me, I’m sitting down.”

“Well, you know all the wall tile that you and Mapuna put up the last week we were here?” He began. “Yeah…” I answered. “It’s all falling off the walls.” He said with disappointment in his voice. “Yeah, we have to completely redo the entire thing.”

OK. We never put kitchen tile on walls before. We did the job to the best of our limited experience and ability. But, we really pushed ourselves that week to get about 2/3 of the kitchen tiled. Unfortunately, it was done incorrectly. And, now to hear that it was all for NOTHING! Yeah….I wanted to cry.

After getting over the initial shock, I calmed down and realized that it’s OK. We learned that everything we do doesn’t end in victory. There are moments of defeat as well, and that comes with the territory. Any type of work has it’s disappointments as well as it’s successes. Kingdom work is no different.

So, if you feel like crying today. Go ahead…. God hears you and he has his eye on you. Tiles will fall, electrical gadgets will break, fuses will blow…. But none of it escapes the eye of the Almighty. We are rejoicing today that Tony is not completing this work alone. The Dutch team is working alongside him, and they are encouraging each other in the tasks before them. Please continue to pray for perseverance and patience for all – that we will not give up, but press on to meet our goals.

We miss our family, friends, our church, and all that’s familiar, but we know that God is doing a great work and we get the privilege of having a front row seat.

With tears of joy,

Catherine for…
Tony and Catherine

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Training Motivated Teachers



It's always a pleasure to teach someone who is eager to LEARN. The attendees at the recent training I conducted in Oshakati have experience with real students in real classroom and group environments. More than half of the 40 trained were certified teachers, and the rest were very experienced with students as volunteer helpers, club workers, and Church staff. What a sense of satisfaction it was for me to unwrap the "Choose to Wait" package layer by and layer and watch the light go on in their eyes. Several times throughout the training, I observed them nudging each other and nodding in agreement.


These are comments I heard over and over:

We've needed this for so long.

I can't wait to tell my principal about this.

Every teacher needs to be trained in "Choose to Wait."

When are you having another training?


I'll be teaching another group this Saturday. These are students that have the potential to be leaders for their generation. They are Christians and have attended parts of the "Choose to Wait" teaching in the past. We're going through the material with them in a more deliberate and systematic way, and encouraging them to be cycle-breakers in their generation. Sharp, creative, talented young people who loves Jesus. I wish you could hear them worship! I appreciate your prayers.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Notes from Catherine


July 4, 2008 Happy Fourth USA!
This weekend we pack up, say goodbye to our friends and staff in Oshikuku and head back to our home in Okahandja. There is a bitter sweet feeling about this, because we’ve enjoyed the work and fellowship here, but know that we have other projects to work on. So, even though there’s still so much to do here, we will leave – for now. Tony will return soon for a week or so to complete the projects.

Tuesday, Julius was busy in a nearby town and when Kids Club time came, there was only ME to work it. So, I said a prayer and put my creativity to work. First, I grabbed 4 – large plastic coke bottles, cut them in half. I used the bottoms to hold crayons and colored pencils on the tables. Then I took the tops that looked kind of like funnels and realized that I could make a game with them. So, I quickly grabbed some white fabric leftover from curtains, some rice and scissors. I cut the fabric in 3 in. squares and sewed them on the sewing machine, leaving just enough room to fill them with the rice. The “bean” bags worked nicely as the children tossed the bags from one “funnel” to another. They loved the game.


Then, with the other “bean” bags I made I put a toss game together. Taking a piece of plywood – about 3 feet by 3 feet – I used a marker pen to make a big smiling face in the center and four small circles around it, marking the face as 100 points and the small circles as 25 points each. The smaller children lined up for the tossing game and it kept the whole group busy for some time.


The children began coming in from the neighborhood around 3 o’clock and by 4 there were over 30 children. The “bean” bag games kept them occupied as I counted and put a plan together in my mind. Without an interpreter telling a story would be difficult for them to understand. Tony found me outside and saw all the children and just me and asked if I needed help. Yes, my husband rescued me and I’m so glad he did. We worked together on the games and then moved the children inside, careful to have them make a nice line first. Once inside, I took charge with “circle” time – singing and learning scripture verses and playing clapping games. Tony took another head count (since children kept coming after we started the club), and he prepared the juice and cookies. He motioned to me at one point – we have 46! Wow!


After circle time we laid out coloring sheets and gathered them in groups around the tables. They enjoyed the coloring, making their picture of Jesus and the little children more beautiful than their neighbors. Next was juice and cookies time – one by one they lined up. What’s this? Crumbs on the face, one little boy steals back to the end of the line. No, no! Only one cookie you little rascal. He ran outside with a big guilty smile. Kids! Don’t you just love ‘em?

They didn’t want to leave when the clock turned 5:00. We had to chase them out of the yard. Go home! Go home! You must get ready for school tomorrow. Out…. Out! Come back tomorrow.


If we had more staff, there could be a kids club every day, but as of right now Julius can only provide a program once a week. He also runs two “Choose to Wait” clubs in nearby High Schools – one on Wednesdays and the other on Thursdays. When we have volunteers visit, they enjoy helping with these clubs.


I’m also happy to report that over 40 people attended the “Choose to Wait” training that I taught the last two weeks. That means more trained workers and potential staff help! That’s a great big praise report! We're very exhausted, but it's a good kind of tired. Thanks for your continued prayers. We sure need them.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Choose to Wait


“Choose to Wait” afterschool club this week. We broke last weeks record! There were over 200 students outside in the field bleachers for our program. We performed a short drama, had scripture memorization contests and girls and boys discussion groups. (Very large groups, because all we had was Julius and myself to lead). Please continue to pray for more staff and workers. It’s so obvious that these young people are in desperate need of purity instruction!

PRAISE, PRAISE, PRAISE YOU LORD!

Besides the Gospel, we have exciting GOOD NEWS! The electric is being connected TODAY! The men are working now, and this is a direct answer to our prayer in this morning’s staff devotions. What a mighty God we serve! Can you tell how exciting this is? If you’ve never gone without hot water for over a week, plus limited electric with extension chords draped through windows and doors, tripping you as you come and go – then you can’t possibly appreciate this good news. Trust us – it’s big!
Latest on the Discipleship study Catherine has been working on. By the way, I did not “write” it, I’m only typing it and formatting it for reproduction. The rough draft is now complete, being proof-read, and just needing some clip art. It’s an attractive-to-youth booklet of 60 pages teaching the foundations of the Christian life, with topics such as the Church, Worship, Personal Quiet Time, Knowing God, Spiritual Warfare, and Prayer. This will be a priceless tool in the hands of staff and workers throughout Africa. Thousands have made a decision for Christ and are in need of solid biblical grounding. This tool can be used one-on-one, in a small group, in youth groups or classes. Another huge PRAISE!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Construction in Oshikuku



Construction Fun
Where do I start??? There is so much that needs to be done to complete this building before the Grand Opening on July 27th. I have to install a suspended ceiling (which I have never done before), I have to repair several areas of tiled floor, I have to finish tiling the bathrooms, I have to install lights in every room of the building (did I say I am not an electrician), there is a ton of painting, there is plumbing that needs to be repaired (oh yeah I am not a plumber by trade), etc… If you are tired after just reading this just imagine how I feel.
I love every bit of the work I am doing though. I am working with some great people here and am impressed at how they do not give up and that they do not complain about any of the jobs we have to do. The day starts out with us doing devotions together and discussing what God’s word is saying to us. Today we were reading Eph. 2:14-22. We were discussing how we are no longer “strangers and foreigners, but fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God”. We were talking about how we are all equal as Christians and that we no longer measure ourselves using worldly standards. We agreed that we are all children of God and that we are servants to Him and each other.
Construction has been challenging because there is very limited funding available to complete the project. We received a donation of $450.00 US dollars and that is helping but we still need at least another $1,000.00 US dollars to complete the project here properly. We are trusting that God will supply what we need as we need it. Attached are some pictures of the construction process. We are making good progress and I am confident that we will complete the project by the second week of July. Please pray for safety, wisdom, health, and finances. God Bless!!!

Clothes to Needy Families


Sorting through boxes and boxes of clothing that was sent on a container is an overwhelming task, but necessary if we want to distribute the clothes to the needy. And, believe me, there are plenty of needy families in this area. There was a flood not too long ago that left many families without homes and most of their personal belongings ruined by water. Here are a couple of pictures of the distribution process. It will take weeks to pass out all of the clothes. It is a lot of fun once it’s organized, because it feels like Christmas in June giving out bundles of shirts, jackets and sweaters, pants, and skirts.

Kid's Club


KID’S CLUB at Oshikuku
About 30 children ages 4 – 12 years old gathered in the yard of the Christ’s Hope center. We started with singing. They love to sing. No guitar, no keyboard – just beautiful little voices raised to the heavens! Then we told the story of the lost sheep, and how Jesus is our Shepherd, and cares about every one of us. We played a “Baa-baa” lost sheep game using the children as sheep of course, and they had fun with that.
Then we helped them understand a little more about how the shepherd cares for his sheep and how our Shepherd cares for us and loves us. We let them color a picture of a sheep and worked on memorizing the scripture Psalm 23:1, “The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall lack nothing.”
We’re only able to host a children’s club once a week, because we’re short on staff, but I tell you – these kids are here everyday playing in the yard on the gym set and kicking the soccer ball around – they’d enjoy kids club every day. Please pray for more workers!

Choose to Wait Training


Was Adam and Eve married? (pic of choose to wait teaching)
That’s one of the questions we prime the students with before lesson four of our “Choose to Wait” program. Well? What do you think? Read carefully the passage in Genesis chapter 1 and 2, and discover God’s design for love and marriage.
“For this reason a man shall leave his father and mother, cleave to his wife and they shall become one flesh.” Leaving, cleaving and one flesh. That sounds very much like a wedding ceremony to me. Then, God brings Eve to Adam. Notice he didn’t have to hunt for her, or search the internet for her. God walked her down the garden path, just like a human father escorts his daughter, and presented her to Adam, to see what he would name her. Take a look – Adam exclaimed “WO- MAN!” (my emphasis) because he finally sees his suitable helper. She’s the one! God didn’t tell Adam – here she is. Adam named her after himself – because she was “bone of his bones, and flesh of his flesh.” He recognized her value and accepted responsibility for her. He gave her his name – much like the name giving that takes place at the end of a wedding ceremony. “And now, it is my pleasure to present to you, Mr. and Mrs. Adam!”
I just thought you’d like a little glimpse of our highly effective “Choose to Wait” program. In just one of the schools we have about 150 students attending a volunteer after-school “Choose to Wait” club. We can’t train teachers fast enough. The doors of public schools are wide open right now. We’re being offered “Lifeskills” and “Religion” classes with no restrictions. It’s almost like waving chocolate in front of me. Lord keep me strong and creative!